K I - M E . B L O G S P O T . C O M

I'm gonna start to bitch. So if you don't wanna listen, get lost.

I was happily taking my nap because its like the best time to sleep when its raining man! And guess what. SOMEONE had to wake me up by sms-ing me. Lets just call this person AH(asshole) HAHAHA.
__________________________________________

AH: Kim this month i may give u a little lesser like 30... Cause i going to op this month... So these 2 months abit tight.

(damn you, don't disturb me when I'm napping!)

Me: Ok when you transfering the money?

AH: Should be on the 10th tat week... Sorry...

Me: Ok

AH:U hate me a lot is it Kim? Sigh... Sorry my life really very messed up...

(I actually come to a point where I dont wanna waste energy on hating you, but yeah I DO!)

Me: No I dont, its a waste of time and effort.

(isn't it obvious that I don't wanna talk to you? Omg sometimes guys just dont get it)

AH: U really so mad abt it? I dunno such things will happen.. I really dun wanna lose a fren like u...

(shut up with the friend thing will you)

Me: Put yourslef in my shoes. How long has it been already? Excuses after excuses, reason after reason. Like I said before, I dont care abt anything, I just want my money back

AH: I am giving u back... I am trying to make things better... Is it so hard... U think I really meant it this way...

Me: Yea I know, little by little... It might just take a couple more years. I'm not you, I wouldn't know.

AH:U think I am lying or what... Why should I... Sorry I know is taking long... I dun even wan it this way... I just dun wan to lose a friend... Somemore is u...

(Oh you realized its long too? Yeah. WAYYY long. Like, how many yrs already? Excuse me, I don't wanna be associated with you here. Hellooo.)

Me: I can't help but think so sometimes. Me? What about? I don't think I play an impt role in your life

AH: U did before... And I did not play or what.. At tat situation I really have no choice.. Dun think tat I am wat u think can... I really dun wanna lose a friend.

(err, actually i dont know what he's talking abt here!)

Me: Sometimes in life you just gotta learn how to let go. You have already been out of my life, but the only reason we're in contact is because you still owe me.

AH: So if I dun owe u u wont wanna contact me? I had known enough abt life... I jus wan a fren like u back... Very hard? ...

(have we contact for any other thing? Omg, think. THINK)

Me: Yes very hard. Because I don't need someone like you in my life...

AH: Wat am I to u... Have I treat u so bad... I dun wan it tat way ok... really can u just beleive me...

(you are N-O-T-H-I-N-G to me)

Me: You're just someone that owes me. Its accumulated over the years. Empty promises and all. I just don't trust you.

AH: Is not I wan. U think I wan it tat way... I have to pay off a few thousand dollars which is not I owe wan. U think I would wan to drag... Sorry ok.

(uhm, I don't beleive you??)

Me: I don't know and I don't care. I just want you to return what belongs to me

AH: So I wan u to be back as my fren is hard right...

(like, D-U-H!)

Me: To me, you were long not my friend anymore.

AH: I never know u would say tat.. U would think I play u out... I took so much to be with u tat time... U really think I am realy tat bad..

(uh really? Oh why didn't I notice that? And stop racking up the past will you?)

Me: We wern't even tgt. And it was so long ago. I can't help but doubt you

AH: Can u not think like this please... If I am not with u... Even after a hard day work I still find u... I am not the kind of people u think ok...

(find me, true. but the reason for finding me is..?)

Me: Talk is cheap... I just don't see evidence of what you claim, so how would I know whats true or not?

AH: Wat u wan me to do... I not earning as much as last time... If I had tat much I will pay u back ok...

(Yeah, RIGHHTTT. Who you trying to kid here huh)

Me: but you didn't last time. Every month, without fail, there will be a reason for you to pay me less, or worse, nth at all...

AH: I already told ya long ago I had injured my knee... U wan see the status of my knee...

(eew no? You want me to puke and have no appetite for dinner is it?)

Me: No thanks. It doesn't matter...

AH: Never mind... Wat ever I say is useless...

Me: Oh you should have realized that long ago. So rmb to drop me a sms when you transfered this mth. Thanks!

(yea, I know. Bitch right B-I-T-C-H. Heehehehehheee)
_______________________________

I didn't censor anything this time round. Omg I am sooooo MAD. Ya right, actually I'm feeling nothing. I just wanna tell the world that such asses in this world exist and I'm just damn unlucky to run into one.

I was risking the fact that I may not get back whatever because I made him so damn pissed, but I'm already too sick of seeing those smses pop up every mth. Its like I can predict what he's gonna say. Salvage friendship? Nah, save it. Don't come mess up my life.

And don't try bringing up the past and all because it happened so long ago. It doesn't even matter to me at all now. You are nobody to me. Not even a hi-bye friend. If I see you on the street, don't expect me to acknowledge you.

This was like one of the biggest mistakes I made in life. But, it made me learn, A LOT.