Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I got woken up today by the sounds of my mum complaining to my grandmother over the phone.

And when I was slabbing on my make up, she came to talk to me. Its like the only time she can vent out all her anger when my dad ain't at home.

I didn't know while happily shopping in town yesterday, there was a war going on at home. Why. Just because of a phone call- dad came home early, phone rang, he picked up, no one responded. At 7pm.

Who are you to jump to conclusion shouting at my mum who was taking a nap saying that "IT MUST BE YOUR BOYFRIEND CALLING THATS WHY NO ONE RESPONDED WHEN I PICKED UP. YOU DIDNT EXPECT ME TO REACH HOME SO EARLY RIGHT?"

What bs please. How freaking unreasonable can you get. I think you've gone crazy.

And he further went to insult my mum with other nasty stuff that I shall not say. Its totally unreasonable.

And all these load of crap, was like originated from that one sunday when my mum went out with my aunt to the turf club. Can't she have the freedom to go out as and when she pleases. Who are you to control her life. The state that both of you are in now, no one is obliged to listen to anyone. So why can't you just let her lead her life while you lead yours. Do you get joy in controlling her life and making her miserable. If you do, you are just a pure sadist.

She already doesnt give a damn where you go, what time you come back, who you mix with etc. But you, you demand to know everything. And the moment she goes out, you pull a black face. Why.

Sometimes, I just dont understand why my mum is putting up with all these. I've told her countless times to go and get a divorce. At least she will be happier. Because the only difference a divorce will make now is to allow her to do whatever she wants.

All these nonsense is done under closed windows. Especially when I'm not at home. You jolly well know that we will all side mum. Because from what we see, you are the unreasonable one that's making her life miserable.

And for the record, my mum doesn't have a freaking bf. She's as choosy as me! So tell me how in the world can she get a bf when she has to work 6 days a week and rarely goes out to hang with her friends. But I'd definitely wouldn't mind if she gets one! (cuz she'll definitely get a rich one! :D) And so what IF she has a bf now, does it even matter anymore?

Its the holiday season, but there isn't any joy at home.